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Anniversaries are so overrated!

Today  felt like Valentine's Day all over again.

posted by: Hunny2DB at 10/30/07 22:38 | link | comments |
ranting, tamang emote, food trip

AYOKO NA!!!

One thing that I don't want to get used to is knowing that you will still   be out after we separate ways by 12midnight.  You, ignoring my gentle reminders and totally taking for granted what I feel about this freaking issue. Well here's a News Flash: GO AHEAD!

I don't care if you'd rather stay out now than wait for me online like you used to. I  don't care if lately, you feel that your day  or your night would seem incomplete if you don't spend it with your "friend". I don't  care anymore if you want to play all day and all night long. I don't care where you want to go, who you're with and what the hell you're doing. I don't want to  care anymore.  You can do whatever you want. You can go to... wherever for all I care! I'm tired.

So stop acting like you still even care about me. I don't need it. I don't want  it. You can't talk to me or even see me only when you feel like it. Heck, you can do neither anymore. Coz I won't be just siting here and waiting for you anymore. I won't be available anymore for your talking or viewing  pleasure. I want a life. And  I'll get one soon. Not here. At some place else where I won't be bothered nor haunted by you.

I've known from the very beginning that our age gap will take its toll on us. You're still young. I can't deprive you from enjoying your life. You should be playing all you want. Heck, you're still a kid. But I can't just sit around and watch you play while I waste away waiting for you to outgrow this. I can't. I need to live my life too, the way I want it. Maybe we need to be free from each other. So we can both grow at our own respective pace and place.  I don't think I can wait for you much longer. I don't even know what exactly it is I am waiting for or is it even worth it. So go ahead kid,  be free and just let me be.

posted by: Hunny2DB at 10/27/07 14:03 | link | comments |
ranting, tamang emote

In control

Yes, God is in control... Even though my mom is still in the hospital due to unstable blood pressure, and even though she was diagnosed to have myoma in the uterus and cyst in the kidney, I will rejoice in the Lord. Even though my sister is in the hospital too for UTI, I will rejoice in the Lord. Even though my nephew has skin infection and my dad has toothache and high blood pressure, I will bless the name of the Lord. For He is faithful and merciful. By His stripes, they shall be healed. In Jesus' mighty and glorious name, we proclaim healing, deliverance and favor over Castro' s family. You are our Jehovah Jireh, our Great Provider and Mighty Healer! Blessed be Your Name forever. Amen.

posted by: Hunny2DB at 10/25/07 23:58 | link | comments |
thanksgiving, blessings, divine inspiration

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