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ABE

3 things u won't 4get abt ME:

1. 1st name

2. last name

3. nickname

Name u wanna col me: hunny

The word that best describes me: friend

Best part of my face: smile

U wana b my: brother

Ur msg for me: No one is a better friend than u...

This was his reply to my canned SMS sent  via grouptext more than a week ago.  I was surprised and touched that he took the time to answer it.  We haven't chatted in a long while.  And I didn't intend to stay long during my visit to my former office last night to get COE from HR, and follow-up my friggin' backpay that's being processed for more than two months now. *Sigh*  But I got tied down with a couple of office friends who never fail to share juicy but depressing office updates. I wasn't even allowed at first to enter another floor of my office by a relatively new "supladong" mamang guard. He asked for my id.  Good timing talaga! Just when I didn't bring my old id on purpose because I had no intention to step foot in "that" office in the first place.  But then, one of my 'ol GY (read: grave yard/night) shift friends was already there so I had to see her. I called her on her mobile and asked her to fetch me. She kidded the guard and asked why didn't he allow me to enter since I was one of the "haligi"/"may-ari" ng kumpanya (translation: one of the pioneers of the company - o e ano ngayon?! ). Then the guard said that he didn't recognize me since I didn't even introduce myself.  Yeah right! I didn't wanna make a big deal out of it.  Even our COO had a bad experience with these "mayabang" guards, so what difference do I make? hay hay hay...

Anyway, after an hour of chicka, handing over a box of gonuts donuts in 3s to my friend, I decided to text him.  He promised that we'll have coffee again when I get to stop by at the office. I asked him what time will he arrive and teased him about the coffee trreat. He immediately replied " oo ba" and said that he'll arrive within 30 minutes.  Funny thing was, I told him that this friend of mine - his staff,  will have to come along and he didn't reply anymore.  So my friend texted him and demanded that she'd be included in the coffee treat since he hasn't given a treat yet for his birthday.  And so he was kinda "napilitan".  he he he.  And off we went to Starbucks along F. Ortigas Jr. formerly known as  Emerald Avenue as soon as he arrived.  I greeted him a belated happy birthday and kissed him on the cheek.  Whadya know! He kissed back?! hmmmm  It was our first... hmmmm ulit.

We had a fun time at Starbucks: okrayan about girls around the coffee shop, chickahan, tsismisan about office rumors and scandals, etc.  I gave him the other box of three of gonuts donuts and he ate the amazing glaze, while I took half of the choc-nut  donut.

I have been craving for gonuts for the past couple of days and when I had the chance to have it for myself, I'd even have to share it with someone... ok lang... labs ko naman siya e... yung favorite ko pa kinuha niya... kasi sabi ko yun ang kainin niya since ayaw niya ng sobrang matamis... he he he... things you do for love... sarap ng feeling... uhm, don't get me wrong... this love that I feel for him is sort of the platonic type... or so I thought... but after the second kiss when I bade him goodbye, with his matching pinch in my arm (may halong gigil?) ... nagduda ako bigla... wu he he he... Ok, ok... I believe there was initial physical attraction but not intense enough, and emotional attachment between us because we really jived even from the start, upon realizing that we have the same love for rock music, his is a bit too loud for me though...  And not to mention he and I,  having the same wave length which was totally cosmic! Yep,  you'd think that there was something really going on especially the time when he kinda had to sneak out from the office to have coffee with me since I was in an emotional  fit about my ex then.  He was my shock absorber and adviser, lacking integrity though since he too has similar issues with that of my ex... even more serious.  Howell... that's another story... At first we don't verbally tell  that we like/love each other, but I'm sure that we both feel it... but now, we often say it thru text or ym...  Uhm, he was my former boss by the way... and he has this very complicated relationship... SO NO CAN DO... and having him as my big brother that I never had is just perfect for me...  But still, I can't help thinking what the kiss was all about? hmmmm... then again, maybe I was just longing too much for a male physical intimate contact... Nabuhay tuloy dugo ko... wa ha ha...  forgive me... I'm PMSing.... again...

And oh! He insisted that we'd go out again before I leave, when I thanked him once more via SMS. Of which I replied: "Aba, dapat lang."

posted by: Hunny2DB at 06/30/06 02:42 | link | comments |
kalandutayan

Boylets

For the nth time... I'll be writing about them... coz I've just realized... BOYLETS ARE NO FUN IN THE LONG RUN... like as if they'd last that long huh? so... yeah... later... the muse is quite elusive during daytime...

posted by: Hunny2DB at 06/29/06 15:58 | link | comments |

Love, actually...

Inspired by the movie of the same title, here goes:

 

posted by: Hunny2DB at 06/28/06 20:28 | link | comments |

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