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Payatot

That's what I've been hearing very so often now. And it's not flattering at all. It's starting to bug me bigtime. Especially when I hear it from people whom I haven't seen for a long time and I just happened to bump into them at a party or in the mall, etc... Ugh! But I know very well why and what it is that I'm doing wrong that has made me this way... all knowing? ha ha ha.. feeling lang...

posted by: Hunny2DB at 02/26/06 02:50 | link | comments (1) |

Parandom

Ghost of you:

EX (2/16/2006 8:53:44 PM): tell me if u want ur id to be deleted from this list... thanks

EX (2/21/2006 6:57:46 PM): before i dc, say yes if u want ure yahoo! id to be deleted...

EX (2/22/2006) - BUZZ

"I wouldn't give you the pleasure of knowing that you are in fact, still included in my ym list just so I could still play God in your life as much as I possibly can. I'll get tired of you... soon."

Turn Downs

BJ - wanted me to go with her to the salon for a foot spa and what have you... no can do...

Kewl Rider - invited me to go watch Bea and John Lloyd in "Close To You" - can't give him an answer as to when i will be available.

Bes - texted me to have snack at the podium today, but it was too late when i read the message.

Churva - has been inviting me to their pad, to eat out, to do whatever, just so we could meet... but to no avail...

V - who owed me a lot of chika already, postponed our meet-up for tonight... *sigh*

Y - who's very pregnant but wanted to meet with me as well yet we can't find common time to see each other since she's on a two-week rest because of her pregnancy. God bless her and her little angel Z.

Talk about time management! ugh!

Nevertheless, I managed to swing a very late lunch date with a girl friend at Mr. Wok's Express at St. Francis Square and dinner date with my bestfriend - the bday girl on Sunday at Cavana, Megamall.

It was all good and fun! ^_^

Chat Phobia

I'm beginning to love the thought of following my instincts and sticking to it. At least it saved me from wasting my precious chat time and some prolonged deception and awful traumatic experience in dealing with foreign germs. But of course I can't say the same for everyone. This is just my own point of view based on my fateful encounters.

Oblivion

That's where I want to be.. Lately, I've been so sensitive and aware of things within me and around me that it's starting to make me want to go numb and just be apathetic... I don't want to see, know, and more than anything else, feel anymore... I'm just too tired of it all.. Wait, being tired is what? A feeling still? Darn!

posted by: Hunny2DB at 02/24/06 21:50 | link | comments |

Play God

Sounds blasphemous, but that's what I think I'm unintentionally doing... I tend to know more than what I should think of... hard to explain... but i'll expound on this some other time... when some IT people are able to fix my pc already... why the hell do I have this ... ugh!!!

I have this urge to be in control of things when in fact Im really not and I will never be! Maybe it's just all in mind! All in the mind.. And Im slowly losing it.... Im slowly going out of my mind...

posted by: Hunny2DB at 02/23/06 01:40 | link | comments |

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