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After two "dedma" (online siya pero di niya ako ni-YM) days, nagparamdam din siya... And I guess I did my best in making him realize that he will not get away with it easily... I told him how i felt... na affected ako... he said sorry a lot of times that it made us both "makulit" na... ako... mega sumbat... mega sorry naman siya... He didn't mean to hurt me daw??? Excuse me kako.. I wasn't hurt...upset is the correct term... Kaya daw ba hindi ko siya pinapansin kagabi... In fairness, sobrang sensi nga siya... Though he opted to be online daw, still he restrains himself from chatting with me since he's busy with sumthin.. e bat kasi nag-online ka pa noh!!!??? He was waiting for me to initiate daw??? haller??!!! Your loss! well... on second thought... both our loss...

Anyway, he tried to make up for it although I think it still wasn't enough... He invited me to a church concert on Sunday... to go or not to go... that is the "kweystiyon"... So, supposedly ok na di ba? Bati na kami e.. it seems...

This morning... I was on time for my first ever ManCom meeting...masalimuot pala.. daig pa ang dating 4 to 5 -hour meeting namin with the executives... Kawawa talaga ang mga panggabi... Cute talga ni "semikal".... sayang di ko nakunan ng picture... I'm kinda concerned about U2... he's contemplating on resigning ever since he started with the graveyard schedule...

BK was online... nagparamdam din naman.. then the unexpected... he invited me for a conference with a certain ria - trainer ng convergys... okeeeeyyyyy... trying to be nice and polite the whole time pero deep inside gusto ko ng magfreak out at i-YM siya ng WTF!?? Anway, friendly naman yung gel... tapos bigla na lang dedma kaming tatlo... so.. parang nakutuban ko na they're having a private conversation already.... i left the chatroom... Kainis!!!

He never ceases to piss me off!!!! AAARGH!!! Jerk talaga ever!!!! anu ba?!!! Sabi nga ni Blobbie kagabi.. dump the dumb guy!!!

BK really bugs me... and he's starting to really, really get on my nerves...

Sabi naman ni G aka former "chuva", ok lang naman daw na sumama kahit may ibang company kasi church concert naman yun... Haaay, ewan!!! E ni hindi man lang niya binanggit sakin about Sunday e! Bad trip! The thought that he's online pero di kami nag-uusap really bugs me... ayan kasi... Once again, I allowed myself to get used to something that is not promising in the first place.. not at all... *sigh* Poor mer...

Still, God is good...all the time... He sends angels just to cheer me up... Thank you Lord at hindi mo ako pinapabayaan...Thanks for my friends who keep me sane...

posted by: Hunny2DB at 11/26/04 09:59 | link | comments |

Passion & Purity

At last! I've finished the book... I can't wait to proceed with Joshua Harris' series... When in comes to lovelife, Elizabeth Elliot has indeed put everything back into its proper perspective... what's the best thing to do about your life but to put it under the control of Christ! Di ba?Your life.. as in your ENTIRE life... and your labslayp is no exception! How liberating and enlightening indeed! Although mahirap din talaga... there are sacrifices along the way... waiting in silence... in agony... waiting still... and waiting some more... But as "betts" has said... when they (betts & jim) finally got "there"... it was unspeakably worth the wait!

Simple lang naman ang motto ko e: habang may buhay may pag-asa... Walang imposible kay Lord...

Darn! He's here?!!! Akala ko p naman hindi papasok ang hitad kasi kanina lang naka-online pero dedma pa rin siya... Hanep kamo sa bati: Bat daw ako malungkot? "Tukmol ka pala e! Patay malisya ka pa! Tse!"  Pero siyempre hindi yun ang sinabi ko... Sabi ko lang: "Hindi ah!" Sabay tigas ang mukhang nakatingin lang sa PC ko.. but God knows.. I was soooo overly distracted then... hu hu hu

Sitll, I tried to keep myself composed yet wacky at the same time... Siyempre medyo "paduding" pero dedma sa kanya! Hmp! Had a short conference call with the ultimate lady boss... chika  a little with U2 and my fave boss...I was asking U2 to walk me out of the office... e nag-offer ng ride ang boss ko.. Ang saya!!! That alone made my seemingly gloomy and "vad triff" day.... Yey!!! joyride itooo!!!  

Thank you Lord for the safe ride home.. Thank you for your great love as shown by the people around me who really care... Praise be your name... You never fail to cheer me up when I'm down... Love you God!

posted by: Hunny2DB at 11/24/04 08:01 | link | comments |

Waiting Still...

Yesterday... I was still ok...though he still doesn't wanna talk about "it", ok lang... I let it pass...  As if naman lagi kong tinatanong sa kanya yun?  Kahit na medyo nainis nako... ok pa rin.. kasi he tried to make it up to me by pretending to be focused on our chat session talking about something else  - our dogs, his band...etc...Nagpahaging siya... He might be early in the office later daw... and yet we don't seem to connect... sa entire session namin... there were always questions left unanswered... we seemed to have not been on the same wavelength lately... I dunno.. maybe it's just me...

OK... until last night - well, not really, kasi ako lang naman ang umaasa na magkikita nga kami kasi sabi nga niya "baka" maaga siya... Asar- talo na naman ako tuloy sa "isa"... 

Yet until today???. UGH! Online siya.... pero dedma!?? Tama ba un? Ano un? Ba't ganun? Naghihintayan ba kami? GRRR!!!! He was online for over an hour and nothing???  I buzzed "her".. told "her" how torturing it was... it was very unlikely of him...   E di i-chat ko daw??? Yoko nga!? NO! I won't budge... not this time... What a proud masochistic love fool...   Di bale ng matorture ako... ok lang... Aaaaargh!!!

Good thing "she's" still around... but I'm afraid this will be the last time that we'll have lunch together.. and go home together and watch a movie together - - -  after such a looong while.... kundi pa ako nagyaya... hay hay hay   Anyway.. having "her" around makes it easy for me to at least get him out of my mind temporarily... Yep.. I really needed to see a feel good movie this time... something light... funny... and... we.. we.. wait... I thought bcuz of u is light? funny? E bat parang nang-aasar pa itong pelikulang ito!!! Hmp!   Affected? - "she says...ala lang...  As a whole... it's hilarious... patawang pelikula talaga... plots were very plain... the antics.. predictable, but the characters were very appealing - such raw talents... very refreshing to watch and ogle about...Wala nga lang kilig factor, (for me ha) pero me tuwa at halakhak...

In the middle of the movie... a chat/text... isang irritatingly pacute na text from him... malapit na daw siyang mamemohan... duh?!!!  Kebs ko di ba?!!!!  Pero siyempre mas umiral pagkapraning ko above anything else... I really hate it when someone gets to me... I get lost in myself.. ugh!   hmmm... so malamang hindi siya papasok... kasi nasa net cafe pa rin siya... at kinacareer ang raket niya.. whatever that is... *eyes rolling*....kaya hindi niya ako ma-chat?! E bat nag-online pa siya? di ba? All he can do is chat via sms para coast is clear??? How pathetic??? But NOOOO.. I won't let this stupid remark ruin the rest of my night with "her"... ok lang ako.. Dedma! Bakit ba?! Hah!

Btw, Im excited about "tsong" - someone new that roused my interest... may i send nga ako ng message via friendster...hi hi hi 

posted by: Hunny2DB at 11/23/04 12:36 | link | comments |

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